*inhale, *exhale
alright, now im in better condition now, spirit to college is normal, stress reduced, just worry about today.
I already made up my mind, if I cant go to other college this year, then I have no choice but finish mine (which is must be need 1 more semester than normal, messed a lot you know), no matter I dont have friend on there, or how pissing off they are, now I really have to stand alone.
oh, and since skyrim stop their DLCs, I decided to stop playing it and installing my Oblivion again (good thing the saves aren't gone yet)
Intend to buy some gundam figurine too, so I wont stick with my computer too long, its bad for eyes you know xD

haaah, just wish me luck
learning a life isn't simple as kicking an ass xD